Have you ever had this incessant nagging on your heart to find your purpose?
I have always placed way more importance on finding a ‘career’, which in significance seems so small compared to the bigger picture.
Children change you, life changes you, your experiences change you and we are always growing and evolving (…and then there are some that don’t). I feel like they are our biggest lessons.
After I had my daughter (my 2nd child) 3rd if you count my fur baby. I felt so different, there was this urgent need to figure out why I’m here. What am I going to do with myself? Who am I? What is it I was brought here to do? To say I felt lost is an understatement. I still don’t understand why at that particular moment in time I didn’t feel like I was enough, that I wasn’t trusting the divine timing of everything in my life and just being present in the moment. There was this urgency pushing me to realise that there is something greater… and the truth is I’m still finding my feet. I am still discovering. I don’t know exactly what my purpose is but I am looking for signs, I’m trusting my intuition and for the first time in my life I feel like I’m being true to who I really am.
I am perfectly imperfect. I look at the world and people so different than I used to. I still have a lot to learn and my little people are my greatest teachers. This is my space to share my thoughts. I’m not always right, I am constantly learning. My sensitivities and empathy are my greatest strengths yet my greater weaknesses. I am the first to put my hand up and say sorry, my intentions are never to hurt people but I’ve started to realise in my own self-reflection that when I react in a certain way that I’m not proud of that I need to dig deeper and ask why this is triggering me (but that’s a whole other topic on its own!).
I am someone who is trying to spread the light, the world needs more love and this has been a calling on my heart for some time now, so I hope that what I have to say resonates with you, brings you some clarity, shows you that you aren’t alone and makes you feel like you are enough.
Sending you love x x x
This post is dedicated to the white feather magically placed on my lap this morning guiding me to take this first step